realizing the life

I can do this task : that's confidence
Only I can do this task : that's ego

We have put 1000 kg of ego on ourselves.

Movie Spiderman-3 has shown the sweet poison nature of ego.
First it gives pleasure and then kill gradually inside.

I can say that almost whole life, a human tries to show others
that he is better than everyone. Sometimes able to show getting
some pleasure. But when he loses, inside his heart he feels a
shock - almost everyone of us has experienced it and that too
innumerable times.

Its a truth, we need to admit it.
We get happiness by overcoming others, by showing that we
are better and best.

Infact, consciously or unconsciuosly, the ultimate object of every
work we do is to prove our dominance.

Planning whole life of a shit idea.
And its impact is always (yes always) against us, though its
degree may vary. No matter we lose or win.

Even if we get a win, that is nothing in comparison to degree and
type of our uneasy planning moments (thinking what if we lose) to win.
It may seem absurd, but its truth.

"One of the main reason of our every suffering is EGOISM"
Our ego is in every cell and every drop of blood inside us. I am
saying this because now I feel it. And it takes time to throw our
ego in a dustbin. We are in depression of outperforming. It just
degrades inside and we are unaware of it. But when we realize
it, we feels how much foolish and childish I was.
It feels like 1000 kg of weight has been removed from us.

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