realizing the life

Whatever be the reason, definition of suicide is same:
"Suicide is a permanent act to get rid of
temporary problem(s) (nothing is permanent)"

Now I'm going to scare you of suicide !!!
1. I don't have slightest idea of "after death". Do you? :)
2. What if "after death" is more problematic, dangerous or terrifying than
     your present circumstances ?
3. Occurences of previous point has very high probability !!!
4. The time (starting from act of commiting it, and ending in death) is that
    much painful that victim(of self) thinks that he will never repeat it. But
    he is helpless and die! It is a well known fact.
5. Some religious saints say that suicide is biggest crime and result into
     atleast 7 continuous suicides.
6. Probability of previous point is again high as suicide violates law of
     nature. It disturbs it's cycle.

   Must be afraid now !!
   Yes...I succeded in scaring you. Ha Ha Ha
Now let's come to your problems/circumstances.
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